celes
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
its me again.. if ur bored reading this.. then dont. no one is forcing u to.
hai.. my life is not as happy as it used to be.. im not as carefree as i used to be.. im just putting my happy side on my face when i see ppl coz i dont want to burden them with my woes... there are so many things kept inside me and i dont wan to sae coz i know ppl will get hurt.
i have to put up with so many things.. dont think i dont have my own problems.. argh. i dont want to care so much.. but i also cant. i dont want an extra enemy and i dont want to bootlick u. what the hell... hope the world comes to an end soon.. though i dont wan to end my life so sadly, but its better then suffering in stress.
maybe im just thinking one sidedly.. but y should i think for others when they only think about themselves. maybe i should just not think and live my life happily alone. i shall find joys in other aspects of my life.
i dont want to think so much.. but things somehow jut get to me.. argh. its me.. im the problem.. i dont want to hear anyone comment about this post. dont come ask mi whats wrong, it will just upset me more.
-=|CeLeS|=-
