celes
Thursday, July 07, 2005
oo.. just received news that my grandfather passed away.. im not very sad though.. and it seems everyone was actualli prepared for it.. Just thank God that he passed away peacefully and that God made him live the other times when he was hospitalised and almost died.
A phone call came at around 11+ just now.. and my sis came telling me that Kong kong was being brought to hospital coz there wasnt any pulse on him.. My dad stopped mi from going to the hospital with them coz i had an accounts test tml.. wanted to go to the hospital coz i wanted to be there if he realli passed away.. and in the end.. he realli did..
Actualli i feel that kong kong sort of chose the right time to go.. coz its now my holidaes.. so i do not need to skip school for his funeral... and my sister is back home in singapore.. so she also can attend his funeral.. and my mother.. coincidently is on leave todae n tml.. so she can prepare any thing that is needed..
Dunno what is going to happen next.. never had ani close relative die before.. so am i still going out tml after test?? haha.. dunno.. no need to mourn with mi ok.. im not as sad as u might think i am.. coz life and death is part and parcel of life.. so as long as we live without regrets and live life to the fullest.. im happy!
But for now.. just pray that my grandpa is walking on the stairway to heaven.. and will live a peaceful life after death. Shall see him in heaven maybe in .... 70 years??
-=|CeLeS|=-
