As I look back at the past 17 years of my life, I realise that Life has been pretty interesting in the growing age of 5 -12. Quite different I would say.

I remember those days in kindergarten, where I'll always be picking a fight with this particular girl. Forgot her name thou. I was'nt very good with the teachers then, failing all my spellings, copying my classmates answer during tests and I ended up getting scoldings from my teachers quite often. All I looked forward to was playtime. I only know how to play. Yea, I was quite a defiant child back then. Those days where I would steal things and put them in my pocket. Stealing erasers and food stuffs from minimarts was never a difficult task for me. Cos I was never caught =D I was around the age of 5 then.

And those days when I get straight Fs for most of my maths exams. 32/1oo for final year exams.I remember that was the time when my parents said I was hopeless and dad gave up on me. Talking about extra classes, Yea. I had abacus classes every week. Obviously there was hardly a time that I pass my tests. I was almost immune to canings. Too much. I remember those days where I would steal money from my parents and mum started threatening to send me into the girls home. Well, I was prepared, thinking survival plans in there. Kinda dumb when I think back. I remember those days where I was asked to knee down in front of the goddess of mercy in the middle of the night - thruout the whole night. Then one day, I was given the choice to quit school or to continue. I continued...

At pri 3, everyone was separated into diffierent classes.Those were the days where I would forge my parents signature, keep exams papers, hide all subject files. Cos all the grades were like rotten eggs. But mum was smart enough to find those papers and files out. Pri 4 was the most happening moments then. Doesnt mean that I've turn good. No, I din. I was more vulgar. vulgarities come out of my mouth like running free tap water - every sentences. Those were the days where I made new friends. The days when I was high on playing zero point. The days when me and my cliques would skip remindial classes to hang out. Fave hangout place was Tampines after school. And those times when we were the 'big' bully in class. Of cos, I wont forget the time my best friend, Janice, walked out of me. The time when my science teacher actually gave up on us. The time when PSLE results was out, I almost went into normal stream.

Sad enough I got posted into mjr sec sch with this 'buddy' friend call X. Same class. I knew that it wasn't gonna be a great thing. I knew I had to break away from them. I did, if not I wouldn't be here today. I remember those days in secondary 2, where our class bought condoms as water bag and threw them at our teacher Mr Jack. It was so fun! But it was suppose to be a farewell party to him.

Sec 4 was a difficult crisis in my life. I had to struggle both my school work and my broken heart. The most hard-hearted situation was that the break up was so near my Os. I wasnt thinking of suicide, but i was definitely thinking of ITE. I had a hard time. Those were the days where I would stay up in school till 9pm. The days whereby whenever i reached home, I would fall asleep on the sofa. Those were the hardest time of my life where my friends will stand by me.

After the Os. The times where i know more nice friends. The times where i knew maxi and magde. Then celes n hk was introduced. How we became s.h.o.t.s and best buddies. You guys have been nothing but wonderful :) The times when i started working. The kbox sessions. DMMT in SP. 'chionging' projects with xtd production.

Yeaaa.. Those were the old times...

18. A new chapter in life.